Disconnected...Reconnected to God

(thoughts on majoring in religion)

I want to spend my life following after God.
...chasing after Him, even if it is only to touch the edge of the hem of his garment.

I want to climb the mountain, even if I never make it to the top.

I want to swim across the ocean, even it I never make it to the other side.

I want to live ministry.
...to be the living ministry of my Lord and Savior.

I want to be the Lord's vessel because He is the only way, the only truth...

I want to wholly surrender to His will.
...so that I may see the world as He sees it
...so that I may be emptied of my self and filled with Him.

I would rather love god in my ignorance, than question God in my intelligence.